Pining For Someone...

I finally got to see him online tonight, yet his status is set to "Busy". Is it some more of a test? Or is it our paths just do not seem to cross? Or is it because he does not want to talk to me? How do I tell him I miss him so much when he is not online? How do I tell him how I feel in the first place? I have just become a confirmed love sicko. *Sigh*